Three months in and I am still under construction, yet I am content at where I am so far and looking forward to where I have to go. I've let go of a lot of stuff, realized some stuff about me that I'm not proud of and had me questioning myself and thinking a lot of who and what I've thought of myself as and who I've associated myself with. It was hard and it wasn't pretty. Much of want I've wanted out of life I've potentially blocked from myself with the people that I have placed in my life. It looks like it's time for me to unblock myself.
I know I'll be letting go of some issues and some people. I'm fine with that, it's time for it anyway, some things you just out grow, but I'm growing into and expanding other relationships as those fall away. Season is changing.
Is it hard to face? Not hard, sad; letting go is always hard. Ring now, I am physically and mentally changing on a weekly basis, I'm not going to be the person I was 3 months ago, let alone 3 years ago! Expecting many of the same people that I've had in my life over the years to be around now isn't likely to happen and that's ok. It's ok.
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