(I started to do this before, you'll notice I have another blog similarly titled from 2011, but I ran into some...issues. But that's another blog, for now, here's my second stab at the whole 30 days of blogging thing.)
Well, I'm still single. I've been dating an seeing some people but they just weren't the right ones or it wasn't the right time for him.
I'll be 35 this year, and although my gene pool has a long record of having lots of children late into life, I'm accepting the fact that I may not get married or have kids.
I'm ok with it.
I'm ok with it because I'd rather be single than force myself into a relationship that isn't meant to be, to settle.
I don't want to be a desperate woman trying to get the man and the kids by any means necessary and find myself divorced and alone years later because I knew he wasn't the one. I don't want a selfish love.
Single life can be lonely, especially when all of your friends have a partner, but it can also be freeing, you're not having to consult another person on what to do or where to go, you don't have another persons feelings to consider and all.
I don't know what's going to happen to me, what will be will be, I just know that whatever DOES happen, I'm ok with how it all comes out in the wash.
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